I'm in a situation that is hard to deal with. There's a bunch of baby mama drama and I just don't what to do?

Maybe you should talk to someone about this, they can help you sort out your feelings. There is no shame in seeking professional help, and nobody has to know. That is your information to give to who you choose. I'm not saying you're crazy, it's just that this seems like a complex situation and an advice giver on this website (like I or somebody else) can't give you the quality advice that a professional can. You should have a talk with your boyfriend about this, be civil and mature. And if you can't think of what to say or aren't sure what to do about your feelings, that's what professionals are for. I hope that things get easier for you, it seems like you live a tough life